Tuesday, December 8, 2009
We've talked, i've heard whatever she want to say. But, let me tell you this, things within me will still be the same. Your decision is the one that will make the difference now.
Alright, i maybe flirting myself with death. Or should i not say flirting, instead, running faster towards the 'gate of hades'. I don't know how much longer do i have, but i maybe just trying to make the possibility of it happening faster.
I broke my own record again this morning while i was coming back JB from Pasir Ris.
1) Pasir Ris - Woodlands Checkpt Passport counter (11mins+), previously was outside of the checkpt (14mins+)
2) JB checkpt to my estate guard house (8mins+), previously (9mins+)
3) Pasir Ris to my estate guard house (26mins+), previously (32mins+)
I think this should be the best that i can go already. Till maybe a better opportunity comes.
Oh, did i mentioned that while going in to Singapore last night, i was fucking blocked by 'JPJ' right after passport clearance at JB checkpt? Alright, let me define 'JPJ' 1st. They are people like the LTA of Singapore. And you might think that Malaysia you really can run away with lots of thing with money, but sadly to say, 'JPJ' are what all Malaysians known them as people who don't receive bribe. And yes, i was caught all because of car modding once again. Was caught like twice a week nowadays. Once by TP, the other by 'JPJ'.. But hell, i was so damn bloody lucky that i managed to convince the head of the team last night to accept my bribe. I don't know how i really did it, but eventually i gave it to him and he even told me if next time he sees me going through any blocks, he will let me go. But of course the bribe ytd don't come in the normal small amount laa. Hopefully he does, if not i would not be so lucky and will receive the letter to ask me go check my car, and i will have to remove everything that is against the law before i could sent my car in.
Signing off everyone... Till then, farewell!
david lim @ 11:24 AM
Monday, December 7, 2009
Alright, was very tired last night, that's why i felt lazy to blog about anything.. And also not really in the mood too bahx...
First thing i would like to say, i hope you get well soon...
Right, was worn out as i has only slept 3hrs after singing k with my friends on friday night. After that, was busy like most of the time. Saturday went to do the servicing of my car and also rotating of the tires, that has alr taken up almost half of my day. Then only i rmb my friend told me there will be a drift competition which will be happening on Sunday, which was ytd.. And the qualifying stage is on Saturday. So after the servicing of my car, i went down to the venue to join them. As it was raining before the qualifier, my friend over-drift all the time, and ended up his car turning around 360-degree. And i got to say that JB top drifter really does live up to his name, he is by far most the best to be able to drift pass through all points smoothly, and with the best speed. I guess he is just daring enough to do it. But still, i can tell there is a few drivers that will be sniffing up to his title too. Hahah!
Like i said, i wanted to go Sg initially, but she told me she doesn't wanna watch movie as she wasn't feeling well, thus i drop the idea of going in and was there all the time to brush up drifting skills. Drifting can sometimes bring away unpleasant emotion and also keeps your mind occupied on dwelling on other things. Because you would need all the concentration to maneuver the steering wheel.
After everything, i went home shower up, then my friend jio-ed me for Mahjong, i agreed to it since i could not sleep and i thgt it was just awhile then someone will be able to take over me as i don't really know how to play well. In the end i was trick as Mr. Ng J.C. did not come, then i got to play all the way till morning. But luckily i lost only alittle. Went breakfast with them and i am off back to the racing ground.
Not much car when we arrive, thus, i tried it out with my car. Conclusion, my car suck at drift, but will be more suitable for circuit race. Hahah! Had my piece of fun at drifting using my friend car, though i cannot be compared to any of the drivers there, but it is really fun man.
Left before the entire race was over as i need to rush to Sg meet someone in woodlands then go to the salon to get my pay. But in the end, it ended up that i did not get my pay as YL was at the office, and she wasn't feeling very well and need to go home 1st....
Sent her home as she is feeling very sick then off i went back to JB.
Left out some parts of my Sunday as i don't feel like bringing it up.
Sayonara!
david lim @ 5:32 PM
Saturday, December 5, 2009
went k session with the clique again till about 4 this morning. been listening to my mum nag all morning. she goes like blah, blah, blah... into my ears. hahahah!
don't know if i would go out singapore later on, if i do, that would be with a purpose. hopefully that girl will accompany me go watch movie at night. but it seems that i msg her till now still no reply, means the salon is very busy as usual on a Saturday.
might have dinner with some old friends, then hope for her mood to come then can go for a show with her, if not then i lan lan will got to go back home face the wall myself...
don't really know what to post laa, not really in the mood to do so recently. talking craps all the way.
bye!
david lim @ 12:11 PM
Friday, December 4, 2009
Been stuck at home the whole day... Feeling so damn bored... Online world is getting boring.. FB is quieting down... What else can i do?
Days w/o you passes so slowly, time seems to stop there.. When will be the day? When huh??... Will there be that one day that i hope for?? Really don't know, but i will still hold on to that hope... Perhaps the sometimes its good to be self deceiving..
david lim @ 9:31 PM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Fuck man!!! Today just isn't the day for me.. My old injury is back again. I hurt my fucking damn left wrist again, and the pain is just fuck up! Fuck this fucking hand man! Fuck it!
Feeling vulgar today, so if any of you read this post already not happy, then fuck it, i don't really fuck care either. Just not in the mood today.
Really dwelling into lots of things. Every puzzle just make me think about it and dwell over it. Feeling rather sad and disappointed.
Bye!
david lim @ 12:11 AM
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
I wish i can read ppl minds, then i will know what you're thinking. My confidence has gone down, but i will still try my best, i will give it my best shot to turn things around. Though i am not really sure how i am going to do it, and don't know if i can do it, but i will just throw all i have to try my best... Of course i hope thing will turn out the way i want and the way you 'hope'...
Lots of thinking running through me, lots of feelings and emotions too.
Don't know what else to say here le. Nights ppl.
Love is hard & will always be,
But rmb, there is always somebody out there that will love you faithfully,
That is ME!!!
But rmb, there is always somebody out there that will love you faithfully,
That is ME!!!
david lim @ 12:51 AM
Monday, November 30, 2009
Finally, ended my interesting weekend. Been sleeping really little due to the travelling in and out of Singapore, and the best part of i met a new cock friend from Marvin's 21st after supperclub on Sat.
Friday evening was at JC's home for his sis pre-wedding buffet, then went into Sg for don't know why, no reason, but still foolishly feeling contented driving back t
o JB after that. Oh ya, we did drove up to Mount Faber and then into Sentosa too. Hahah! Kinda lame, but i enjoyed it. Lol!!(:
Back to JC's house again after that, and tght i could catch some slp, but we ended up playing with the facial thing that his sis bought back. The purpose is to remove the blackheads, but end up we added some fun while doing facial. Hahah! Everyone did laugh their ass off, so its good fun!(:
Then come Saturday morning, Ms. Ng Li Xia, Vsyia will officially be Mrs. Tang... Hahah! Watch them have fun, the groom trying his ways to just get into the bride's room, be it being called buay steady, god, he just want his wife peacefully. Wahahaha!:D
Dinner menu looks good, but sadly to say, i couldn't enjoy the whole dinner, instead, i could only enjoy the 1st dish, which is also one of my fav, the cold dish..(: Reason being, i still need to rush in to Singapore to attend Marvin's 21st Bday at Changi Village. After that went to supperclub with the old colleagues, and man, that night, was lucky that i wasn't KOed again. Hahah!
Went back to chalet after sending them back, and again, i tght i could drop dead straight away thinking that my head is kinda spinning alittle. Who knows i met this NS guy, who is apparently alr super high, brought him to buy his ciggs, and he started with his story telling session to keep everyone who were still not asleep entertained. He tales in NS, his actions and expressions are all 2 words, FUCKING HILAROUS... Everyone just keep laughing none stop, of course that includes me, and he went on and on till about 6:30am. Wasn's isn't feeling tired listening to him. And the best part was, he needs to book in to camp at 8:30 in the morning, but he is still fucking intoxicated at 7am. I asked him how is he gonna book in with such a state, he just told me he will go in and tell his OC, 'lala lili la'. I was like, WTF!!! Hahaha!!!(:
Will be seeing this guy again in Dec at another friends bday again, i will get him drunk once mroe for him to start his nonsense. Hahah!
Sunday was a trip to JB with the loveliest girl in my heart, Jun and Edmund. Went massaging then followed by Nasi Lemak for dinner. Though i sleep super little, but i don't know why with your company, i somehow have that little energy left to keep draining it out. Hahah! We went in abit late le, maybe next time we go in on Sat night or Sun morning laa, then at least can spend more time inside.
Sent them back to Sg le came back JB again to celebrate JC's 2nd sis Bday. I didn't know it untill when i almost reach back JB then they ask me to go straight to the place to wait for them. But i left early in the end as i was really really tired.
Thats about my weekend activities. Till the next post then, goodbye.
david lim @ 11:46 PM